sometimes if i wonder do people try to understand each other, being considerate and think of people's feeling first before theirs? i thought i have tried enough to think for people first then myself, comforting myself from my sadness trying to be strong even though i felt really sad and no one ever really consider that part for me, just that part that day.
i may not be good at explanation, neither i'm that bad that makes you think i'm playing with words again and again. if by putting the blame/wrong/bad on me first, then it's really quite saddening. you don even bother to say you don't understand(nicely) so i can explain things again which may clear up confusions or misunderstandings(which i thought it was very clear enough). you straight away jump into conclusions that i have explained things like shit again, which this time i can be very firmed that i explained things super clear enough.
i don't want to talk to you. good sentence. i like it.
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i got b+ for internship. super sad. but what to do. now i'm cheering myself up again.
i just hope i can get into uni.
shall start watching "you're beautiful" JANG GEUN SUK!!
i swear i'm going to suju's or ss501 concert if they come to sg. i want to see yesung/kim hyung joon so much!!
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i have to mention this again: WHEN IS BLACK CITY GOING TO PREMIERE!!? @#$@$@$1@#*
What perfects me, what makes me live,
what makes me smile, it's only one reason yeah